Why is it that someone has hundreds of friends on facebook,

-but then sometimes it feels like theres really no one to talk to, like really talk to??

Why is it that someone can give all their heart and effort into someone,

-but that person just throws it away like nothing

Why is it that someone can mean everything to you,

-but to them, you are only barely an option

Why is it that you can have so much,

-but sometimes you feel so empty

Why is it that we spend time apart sad,

-but we both know we rather be together happy

Why do we spend so much time on someone who doesn’t care about us,

-but don’t give a chance to someone who is willing to treat us much better.

…We’re all addicted to the pain….

wongfuproductions:

Strangers, again.

Every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can’t avoid the inevitable.

Josh and Marissa are at a crossroads and their future is uncertain. Josh guides us through each stage of the relationship as it formed and as he predicts it will end up as.

Boy:I saw her today…
Girl:I saw him today…
Boy:It seems like its been forever
Girl: I wonder if he still cares…
Boy:She looks better than before…
Girl: I couldn`t help but stare
Boy:I asked her how she was
Girl: I asked him about his new girlfriend
Boy: I`d choose her over any girl
Girl: He`s probably happy now
Boy:I couln`t look at her without thinking i would cry.
Girl: He couldn`t even look at me…
Boy:I told her I missed her…
Girl: He told me he missed me…
Boy: I meant it…
Girl: He didn`t mean it…
Boy:I love her
Girl: He loves her…
Boy: I held her
Girl: He gave me a friendly hug…
Boy: Then I went home and cried…
Girl: Then I went home and cried…
Boy: I lost her
Girl: I lost him
Boy: *Sigh*
Girl: *Sigh*

me: 11:06pmmy fin. aid hasn’t even came yetim getting worriedim starting to be outta moneyi need that shit SOON
friend: 11:06pmhahah
me: 11:07pmim like…not spending on anything manim gettin’ hungry and shitalmost homeless statushaha
friend: 11:07pmhaha dude…i only spend like 20$ on food a month
me: 11:07pmWHAT THE FUCKHOW DO U DO THAT??does pear pay for everything else or something??

friend: 11:08pmcG - status fo shonowe both spend about 20$ each
me: 11:08pmWHATUR LYING…THATS IMPOSSIBLE!!!
friend: 11:08pmnope
me: 11:08pmyou can’t live with that shit…no waaaayy….
friend: 11:08pmCGGGGGGGGGGGGGGima start workin out
me: 11:08pmi can’t wait for wednesdays and saturdays
friend: 11:08pmi feel like a fatass
me: 11:08pmcuz i joined these 2 clubsand they have free foodon those daysLMFAO!!!!
friend: 11:09pmgroup mojo anaomous?
me: 11:09pmnah one of it is like a programming thing
friend: 11:09pmDUDE i joined group for the same reason!!!groups
me: 11:09pmLMFAO!!!!!!
friend: 11:09pmall the freaking groups
me: 11:09pmDUDE I
friend: 11:09pmeven the ones not in my feild
me: 11:09pmI’M TURNING CG JUST LIKE YOU!!!hahahhahahahbut hey….free food so shit….hahha
friend: 11:10pmi just talk like i know whats up with like mechanical engr..and eat their food
me: 11:10pmI KNOW!!! DUDE SAME HERE!!! HAHAHHADUDE IM ROLLING ON THE FLOORLAUGHING RIGHT NOWHAHAHHA
friend: 11:10pmhahaim in like 20 clubs
me: 11:10pmWHAT THE FUCK!!!20??hahah
friend: 11:10pmand if they plan it right ever week i get at least a bajillion pot lucks
me: 11:11pmHOLY SHIT DUDEHAHAHHA
friend: 11:11pmbut shit, i dont bring food loli just EAT it
me: 11:11pmman im boutta copy our convo as my statusLMFAO!!
friend: 11:11pmnoooppl will find me outdamn dude this gay thai dude is trying to get at me..wtf im scared

So today will be my last day living at home with my parents. I’m pretty excited about it, not the fact that i will be leaving them because i love my parents and i’ll miss them alot. But i’m excited for my future, moving far away to a whole new environment with new people and new experiences. Can’t wait for what awaits me as corny as it sounds. Its funny alot of people ask me what will i miss most when i’m gone away from home, you WOULD think i would say asian food or my mom but actually they are surprised to hear that i will be missing my dog baby the most. Reason being that although i will miss my mom alot its different, my dog gets super excited when i come home from school everyday and runs at me wagging is tail and jumping. He gets so happy to see me so i’m going to miss that kinda unconditional love that a pet can give you that humans can never give 100%. Also over the last 2 years i’ve learned to cook asian food pretty well so i’m not too worried about that part. Asides from all that i’ll also miss my friends. Yesterday a bunch of my friends hit me up on text and facebook to say their goodbyes and good lucks which i really appreciate, thank you all you guys. Anyways i gotta finish up packing. Thanks everyone and i will miss you all!! =0)

Man this guy from canada is amazing. makes full instrumentals using nothing but his voice and sounds legit. He can sing, produce, and make high quality vids….damn what success…haha

Man i am a lover of hip hop, rnb and rap no offense to everything else. But i have been stuck on this song for like the last 4 days.

Bei major - gone

check it out!!